memento today of history nineteen year ago

when i write a blog in english, almost because i want to say something about swearword.
or i wan't someone can read it. but if i want no one see the blog, why i write it to blog.
so the human is so in conflict with his heart.

today in history nineteen year ago, what happen is abstain talking about.
i can't find out the truth about nineteen year ago what it realy happen.
and i can't figure out who is good guy, the student or the goverment.
because i have never believe anyone now. anyone talking with their benefit.
so maybe no truth in the world. we are be cheated by the god.

but that day , there are some people dead. that is really. that is truth.
so i pray for those life. if have the second life, i hope them will happiness.
i hope you can life with freedom.

so bad bsp in cn

i have a long time no visit here. Thoese days i try another blog in
hi.baidu.com. But it is a terrible experience for me. The first , it no allow
the word which like tibet, freedom present in a article. i know this is
all chinese BSP does. so , i try to convert my word in a picture. but it
also delete my picture too.
they do this without ask me. event no a notice .
how they think the customer what is for them?
i so hate they attention. so i left again.
evnt my blog have no one read in china. i don't want to write in thoese
BSP again. this is my furious.
maybe i can't blame they. because they also have reason, all for this because
is in china. So, no oddness in everything.